Let me go! The name BONANZA is a registered trademark of Bonanza Ventures and is used with permission. So alone? I was to marry her after my wife died, so Dax here would have a mother. He banged the back of Joes head against the desk and demanded, Did you hear me? Adam?, Are you okay, son? Slow Joe, slow. Adam was always the best coach for this. Right? Please consider turning it on! He pushed his brows together, then quickly raised and lowered them as he slowly accepted the gift.. Why would they want to give me a present at this time? Well that is one way to air out your feet., Caught by surprise, the man glanced at his son than quickly back at Joe, His son?. This had to stop and Joe knew it. Shirley Monroe. Voices, he heard voices. Not his. The cloud burst as streams of tears lined his cheeks. You must eat.. Son you need to rest. I want to check on those wounds of his for infection. After administering the medicine he began examining Joe. It must be late afternoon already. Little Joe yelled out my namehe called for me to help him, and I didnt! Adam cried out in frustration. Owww! Hed only been five-years-old and couldnt really understand why Marie had gone away. Doc Martin carefully turned Joes head to the right. How do they look doc? Ben was eager to find out as he held his sons hand. th-ey want her.. bo-dy. He exhausted himself and slowly let go of Adam, closed his eyes and let the tears just flow down his pasty cheeks and whispered . Im sorry Joe. How ya doing, Adam? He walked over and shook his hand. He didnt notice Joe stirring. Why Joe, and why Marie? Adam briefly pinched his eyes closed as a full plate of emotions were building within him. The realization of what happened to his little brother hit him smack in the face. But when a buggy accident claims the life of Nora Cromwell, leaving Little Joe fighting for his own life, both Ben and Joe end up blaming themselves for the other's pain and sorrow. Ride fast now. Hoss, you cant take this personally. He tried to make eye contact but failed. Never! Joe was not going to give him the satisfaction and show him just how frightened he was . Was Was? You are going to tell me just where Marie is buried!, NooooNever! Little Joe was delayed in answering as excruciating pain now radiated throughout his whole body. With every swing of the ax, he could hear his older brothers hurtful words. What had just happened? With his sleeve he wiped the tears from his face, turned and went back downstairs. Adam, come on son. The sheriffs concerned eyes met Doc Martins. Adam please let me finish, I have to get this out! He couldnt wait any longer, although his short, rapid breaths made it a struggle to talk. Dont make me laugh., Hi, Joe. Doc Martin jumped in. Joe! document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Adam!. She was still here. I promised you, Marie, as I promised myself, no harm would come to Little Joe. So much sjs! He seemed to like you reading to him. Where are you going?. Id like to be alone with Joe. He continued to tend to his patienthis brother. Do you know who these men are? It pains me to see you like this. Adam curled his fingers and stroked Little Joes cheek. Usually I post for Sheith but here we are. He grabs the broom and limps outside. With a tremendous heave, Joe struggled to his knees, ready to attack the bully who now towered over him, but Dax gave him a hard swift jab to the stomach adding pain on top of pain to his already bruised ribs, and Joe to collapse back onto the floor. He knew it was true, but, Little Joe would never knowingly treat Hoss that way. Adam looked up at Charlie, then over to Hank. He was not only dealing with an overgrown ape who had most likely bruised his legs, but now he had an angry, drunken mammoth. Hes my brother. Hot . Slow your breathing buddy., Okay, Hoss, hand me that bandage over there, please. The doc was quick with his work. Deborah almost collapsed with relief and sat heavily on the side the bed, taking Melinda's narrow hand in hers. . I realize now that I have to I should have been there as your brother and not as a parent. Joseph, whats wrong? his father asked seeing that same expression again. No, an image like that will forever be branded in Joes mind. His eyes barely open, Joe gave a slight nod. Joe what do they want her body for? I have been no more mature than he. The man was very drunk when we captured them and he confessed. Adam gently grabbed his younger brothers arm. Davids putrid whiskey-laden breath was beginning to burn his eyes. Little Joe knew he had to tell someone about the nightmares that had been plaguing him and how he had come to realize how it was affecting his relationship with his family. Little Joe was speechless, however, words were not needed to see just how much he appreciated what they had done. Hoss and I will follow.. SJS,JAM,ESA. Now where is she buried? Davids stern voice and devilish eyes suddenly sent chills down Joes spine. Why? Finally he turned to Jimmy standing by the credenza. Alerted, all three men simultaneously were now attentive to Little Joe. Adam, hurts. With his good hand, Joe held his right side. To the jail. He paused at the door, glowering back at his father. You got nothing better to do but to play with that?, What chance are you gonna have to use an epee out here in the west?, Youre a Cartwright! Marie glanced down at her sleepy baby. Coming! He shouted, alerting the guest. A tall unshaven large man stood in the doorway. No copyright infringement is intended. Hey! he hollered back at them. I didnt understand. Adam slouched forward as he looked up at Ben. Suddenly Joe began to cry out in pain as Doc Martin was applying pressure on his right side while Charlie was tending to the left shoulder and, taking care not to cause more harm to his back. Shhhhhits alright Joe. Little Joe clutched his side, as his contracting muscles began pulling on his abdomen and chest, making it harder to breath. It was going to be a long and bumpy road, and this was just the beginning. Ya gotta wake up, kid. he continued to try to rouse him. Adam! Great tale and especially for your first one. Ben I need you and the boys to promise me you will not go anywhere near the jail right now. There was a long pause as they all frowned and gave hasty nods. He was hurt but there was no blood so he was good to go. Dark Eyes. Over the next month Joes healing, both physically and mentally, although slow was progressing, as was his relationship with the family. M-y mot-her, not his. He is only seventeen, Pa.. Oh I do wish he could stay this young this forever, so I could protect him from that cruel world. The two hugged. Ive got it. Between the two of them, they were able to carefully restrain Joe while giving him his medicine. Within seconds of hearing pounding hooves and the rumbling buckboard, Charlie glanced up to see Adam charge through the front door. I need you to get over here so I can get some answers out of this piece of trash. The man stared back at Joe with the look of Satan in his eyes. What is wrong with me? He was getting angryangry at himself. I should have known better, I should have trusted you. Adam help me. He knew his odds were not in his favor. But the only problem is that it's not. He hastily gathered up the wood and filled the bin near the front door. He remembered the time when Adam had come came his bed after his mother died to sleep with him to keep the nightmares away. The strangers so-called boy looked more like an ape sitting atop what seemed to be a draft horse. Let me see what damage you have done to my work. Knowing he wouldnt get a response he calmly spoke to his semi-conscious patient. Oww!. Hazel Eyes. That makes no sense, Why would someone want a dead body? The possible realization of what Joe was telling him puzzled him. Where? Joe took a sip of his own coffee. Maybe Seth decided to come and see me.. Your gonna be alright. Son, youre okay. Ma-maAd-am! Joes breathing automatically began to quicken as he spoke. Help! Joe began to slowly stir as he cried out in pain, waking Ben. Yes sir! The three boys cheerfully shouted. Oh, my God Joe!Adam squeezed himself onto the bed next to Joe, and pulled him close to allow his little brothers head to rest on his chest. Adam spoke softly. The doc will need it when he gets here, Charlie ordered, his eyes, still focused on his patient. Dead or alive, she was his mother! That varmint isnt going anywhere., The younger man was clumsy as he strolled across the floor. But how? "Your boys are fine! Come to think of it, Adams attitude toward him had changed quite a bit in the past month, and this confused Joe. Adam? He became a bit concerned about his older son. Okay, Im done. The doc cleaned up his mess and tools. His shoulder still hurt like hell. Ben walked back to his chair beside Joes bed. Ill get it. Hoss was quickly out the door. Why did they do this to Joe? Not you! Th-ey..gon-natakemy ma-ma buck-board. His breathing was becoming more labored, and just by looking at his clammy face, it was very clear just how much pain he was in, both physically and now emotionally. He was not one to run away from danger or problems, but this one was gnawing at him, confusing him. Doc Martin is here to check on you. Joe was confused as to what the hell was going on. Love the JAMs and JPMS and, of course, the SJS! Yes, company. Whispering, he perked up walking to the door. Ben had been laid up for months, waiting for the bruises and broken bones to heal. YouYour speaking again. Tears welled up in his eyes. Follow/Fav The Bride from Baltimore. Son, I understand your concern, however, I have made my decision. He leisurely walked around the desk. Ben carefully slid out of the bed. Im trying to hold on, Adam. The only thing I can think of that prevented Dubois from making sure he was dead, is this. The sheriff reached in his vest pocket and carefully pulled out the precious item. Its gonna be okay Joe. How the hell can someone tell something like that to a kid? With tear filled eyes he glanced down at his little brother then laid his cheek on his curly hair. Joe, mamas dead. So, No! God please help my boy through this. He closed his eyes as he began to pray. Yes, come on, buddy. What in Gods name is going on? Joe Cartwright shrunk below his normal height at the sound of his father's voice. Just when was the right time to tell him? Adam those men, Joe, stop. He interrupted his brother. Thats it buddy. He knelt down by the side of the bed. The radiant noontime sun flew in as the door opened wider. Hurts.., Joe cried softly, pulling Adams attention again. Joe was very fragile, but very determined. Why did they want Maries body? Adam wanted to know, but he either had to wait for Little Joe or those thugs to provide him with the answers. You sure youre okay son? Bens parenting skills were sure being tested now as all three sons required his attention, however, he was a strong man. Oh, Paul! The family group hug was the icing on the cake. He held out his hands in front of him, slowly glanced down and became entranced with what he saw. Joe shrank away from the horrific smell of the mans breath . Were here Joe. With somber eyes Adam glanced over at his little brother. Was he really mad at Adam? Good. His nostrils flared while trying to fight back the tears. Son,we promised, Ben softened his voice as he lay his hand on Adams shoulder. . Ben was slouched back in the chair near the window while early morning rain began tapping at the pane. The wounds have been oozing and a bit foul. Joe, wait.Adam reached in the back of the buggy and handed him a large bouquet of wildflowers. Like Marie gave me. Joe Francis. Joe? Hoss and Ben frowned as they glanced at each other then back at Adam who was now focused on Joe. Just inches from his face, it was definitely evident how angry, and drunk the man was. Im here, Joe., Adam, why? The seventeen-year-old kid was now searching, asking for answers from his older brother. He has a fever and we need to cool him down. He motioned to Hoss. The guy was huge, bigger than Hoss and as rugged looking as they come. Its okay, Joe. Just look what happened. Little Joe received his nickname because compared to his brother, Hoss, he was little. Ive got you, Joe.. Joe stopped swinging for a moment as he searched his thoughts for reasons. He was tired, so tired. Oh, and Hoss and I will be back in a few days.. He really didnt know where to start. He had been the one lately who Joe had been out with, working fences and finding strays. Why doesnt he trust me? It was obvious how they all were affected and how they all knew they had once again come together as a family, to not only help Little Joe but each other deal with what had happened. You did all of the characters justis, especially Adam and Joe . He was finding understanding and forgiveness, the forgiveness he needed for himself, for the only way for him to eventually help Joe was to help himself first. I failed. What do you want? Grasping the mans thick arms, Joe tried to break free, but found it difficult without having leverage on the ground. Have a seat, Roy., Thanks, Ben. He took off his hat and began fidgeting with it. How are you feeling, buddy? Now seated next to Joe, Adam was anxious to find out. Hey buddy, come on. Adam tried this time, while the doc continued to change the dressing. My name is Joe, he said proudly. Wildflowers Adam knew were what she and Joe had picked every summer. ScaredAd-am..help. He began to tremble. Adam?. Shhh, Joe its okay, buddy. Adam gently placed his hands on Joe to try to calm him. Easy Joe., At a snails pace, Joe turned his head, showing his joyless face to his brother. Almost done, Joe. Doc Martin tried to comfort Joe. How come he had dallied on the way home? Joe, its meIm here Joe. Adam was quick to collect himself and tend to his little brother ,however, there was no response. Im sorry., Your brother is young and strong. the Doc responded without looking up. Whats going on? Ben and Hoss simultaneously stared at each other. Can I help you? Strangers, they were not at the top of his list right now. Thanks. His parched mouth was finally wet. He couldnt concern himself with that now for he really needed Adam. Pa, his fever seems to be down. Hoss explained. Those thugs whom Adam wanted so much to be able to strangle. Howshould he begin? Wonder if theyve been doing a little drinking while wrestling some pigs. Ahhhh! Joe let out a weak cry as the weight of his body pushed the sharp shards further into his back. Hes just a kid.my kid brother. His thick fisted knuckles brutally made contact with the side of Little Joes face with such force that it sent him crashing into the grandfather clock, rendering him unconscious. Hed been in awe of her attractive, soft complexion, beautiful dresses and her sweet voice as she told stories with such feeling and ease. Bonanza Ventures is not responsible for the content of this website, and any opinions expressed are the opinions of individuals and not Bonanza Ventures. Ad-am hurts?. He drew Joe closer to his chest and allowed a few tears to roll down his cheek. He was seated on the floor over by the desk, Son? No one was taking Joes mother. Pa, do you really think he is that responsible?. Slow your breathing buddy. Not my Dax. Why? Why would he say that about my mother? Get some fresh air. He walked over to his chair by the fireplace with his morning coffee and sat down. Do you know what that means?, It means youre a man, fit to do a mans work. No sensible person would dig up someones grave Right? Using his right arm, Joe managed to prop himself up and leaned back against the desk. See, I told Pa not to leave him alone. I allowed myself into a situation where I didnt have full control, making it easier for me to lash out at you than to listen. His fingers lightly enfolded Little Joes limp hand. Adam?. Though She Be But Little (by mcfair_58) - Bonanza Brand - Fanfiction Library. Then the traveler in the dark, Thanks you for your tiny spark, He could not see which way to go, If you did not twinkle so. Little Joe nestled his tiny head against his mothers bosom as he finally closed his weary eyes. Angry, hurt and scared, Joe struggled to get the words out as a tears began welling up in his eyes. What do ya got there son?. Im here for ya Little Joe. A tear slipped down his heavy-hearted face. A slight smirk ran across his face as he allowed his eyes to wander downward, spotting the mans holey boots. He wasnt complaining to any particular person, he was just confusedand hurt, truth be told.He would never hurt Little Joe. Shhh, take it easy. He heaved a deep sigh and continued. He and his son are from New Orleans. Ben walked over to his middle son and bent down. He wanted revenge to whoever did this to Little Joe. Notes: Posting for Bonanza finally! David had been at a loss, and became a regular at the Rue Royal. Oh Joe there was so much blood just like He paused and slowly blinked as he glanced over at Little Joe. This should have been a red flag for him to just to lay still. Your email address will not be published. Crimson blood immediately began to flow from the wound, quickly seeping into Joes shirt. His concern now lie with possibility of open stitches with all the tossing and turning Joe had been doing. She. Its still playtime with that body. He laughed. He was now experiencing excruciating pain in his left shoulder, and could only guess the severity of his injury. I am now.. Martin began . First of all, poor Hop Sing had a family emergency while Pa and Hoss had gone to Carson City on business. Hoss wasnt that old and Ben was struggling himself, so Adam took it upon himself to care for his little brother. If you proceed you have agreed that you are willing to see such content. He knew Adam was his only hope, for Pa and Hoss would be away for a few days. This was Joes first clue to try to high tail it back into the house, close the door and grab his gun, however, before he knew it, he was violently yanked backward and quickly swung around, facing his attacker once again. Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Little Joe Cartwright/Original Male Character(s). His hands were red and wet. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. You were in shock, scared and angry angry at the men who did this to your brother. Adam hung his head and was not able to meet Bens gaze. Why was he allowing himself to look possibly at making a mountain out of a mole hill? Nooo! No one talks about his family like that and gets away with it. No, I dont mind at all. A Reset font size. They said it was his fault, too.. Why here? Joseph. Ben called out to his youngest son now sitting on the settee. Cringing and holding on to his injured side, Joe tried to position himself to get a clear view of where his assailants were. Mine. Due to subject matter, the few stories that are listed as only available via e:mail from the author will still not be accessible even with answering . You did the best you could. Open it.. And how do you expect to do it with that New Orleans monkey pick, handed down to you by your French quarter mother?. I cant let them take mama, I cant! Pa, there was so much blood, he began. Joe manages to pull her out and leans against her and starts crying. Mama ma-ma mama.ma-mamama. The words barely escaped his slightly ajar mouth as he began to call for his mother, almost expecting her to come. Well, he didnt tear anything but Im going to change his bandages. Her Pa, John, the younger brother of Ben Cartwright, was . Suddenly there was pain excruciating pain. Adam was about to get up when the doc held up his hand. TV Shows Bonanza. Okay?. Um, well Im his son. Answers his older brother wasnt sure he could give, although he could give support and love. He rolled up his sleeves. What happened? Adam looked directly at Joe. The doc? Adam asked with raised eyebrows. She will be with us, so dont you worry, The older man explained as he took another swig and continued to reassure the his son. Can you help me sit up?, Sure. It was painful and slow going but, Adam managed to get him into a comfortable sitting position. Please Adam, Please come home, I need you!. Hop Sing had returned home and assisted in caring for Little Joe. Doc, whats wrong with him? Ben asked. Come on you can do it. Hes real bad Adam, and if we dont stop this bleeding His voice cracked and cut off as he immediately turned his focus back toward Joe. Tug of . Tears clouded Bens eyes, as he gently took the photo.Thank you, he said softly, his voice cracking. When Doc Martin had entered the house along with the Sheriff and Jimmy, none of them could help but notice the pile of bloody towels that had been abandoned on the blood-stained floor. The other day I yelled at him Pa.I said some things I shouldnt have. Pro-mise..prom His upper body slumped against Adam chest causing a natural cradling reflex. Get him off me! Now hallucinating, Joe still saw his right arm being swallowed by a massive hand. My patience is running thin, so I suggest you tell me whether or not Marie DeMarigny is your mother, and where she is! Ben and Hoss had no idea what was unfolding in front of them. They took it. Adams shirt was now wet with his little brothers tears. His heart was pounding now, echoing through his head while tears escaped from his eyes. You and that no good father of yours killed her!. Nooooo! Joe weakly screamed as he had no fight left in him for the attack on his body almost paralyzed him. Joe, its only Hoss. Adam was quick to respond and was at his side in an instant. Jimmy was slower to approach, his own gaze locked on the gruesome towels. Let me go. Just the thought of Little Joe wanting to open up brought light into his heart and a tear to his eye as he stepped out. There was so much blood and Joe was barely breathing. What if hed died? There was a long pause. Adam, Charlie told me you were there for Joe when he needed you, and then you did exactly what you had to do. Good night son. He paused walking up the steps. Maybe you didnt hear me. The mans enormous hand just about surrounded Joes throat while the pressure choked him, Where is my Marie? It was becoming very evident just how annoyed and determined this man was. But Adams mind briefly played tricks on him for he saw straight through the dressings and was visualizing blood.lots of blood. His ribs were still healing as were the other wounds. Adam please help! Im here Joe! Come on buddy. He took a deep breath and grabbed a towel.